Distinctive One ! The heart's tragic

Date: Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Time: 3:51 PM
Title: Better in times ~

lalalalas ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm super duper SIANZ ! Didn't attend school two days .
And the school called me , i didn't answer , ended up called mom .
LOL! Luckily i was staying at home and not wondering outside , if not
i think i won't be blogging here . Hahahahaha! Heng uh ~
Monday went to school do nothing at all . English lesson watched some
Japanese entertainment shoe by Arashi . Chinese lesson i ran out of class
with Rui to an empty class to slacked . Maths lesson slept :x , you see .
That was how my day in school . Boring right? Nowadays just simply hate going
to school , lazy do work . Even N levels are coming i still don't have the mood to study
at all , i took out the worksheets and try to do , but did it half way i gave up .
Don't ask me why , I , myself also don't know what happened -.- .
I think i better buck up , -.- *SIGHS ! 5 more days to grauation day eh . YEAH!
Tomorrow shall go back school yea , duh ! School school ~ ~ awww!

school girl :D !

Girlfriends <3

BYEBYES

Labels: I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

Date: Sunday, June 7, 2009
Time: 11:55 PM
Title: Please can you tell me , So I can finally see , Where you go when you're gone

Hahahaha! Its been a year!
You know what i talking about!? Hahahaha!
For those who are close to me,should know what i'm talking about!

Well,time really flies fast! Suddenly its been a year already!
I almost forgot about it,hahahaha! Came to think about it i felt kinda
stupid sia.Hahahaha!Cause for last year's June.
Everyday,everynight,every minutes and seconds all is him,yea him!
Walao, i was damn fucking heart pain luh D:. Can you imgine how
hard was it!? People thought i was strong enough to overcome it
and i was thinking too highly of myself. I thought i was strong enough too!
But actually not, i was totally broke down those days. Awww ~
I tried hard to retrive it, but did not success.I become moody easily.
Became a person whom my girlfriends think i'm not that Wang Zhaoya use
to be. I also admited that i was not myself. Crying ~
I cried! I thought them i cried,they didn't seem to believe. Cause
i hardly cry,every words girlsfriends and friends told made me wanted to cry.
But i managed to hold them back,every encourage messages they sent
i cried too for no reason!? In fact i did not cried in front of them.
And i did not want to cry in front them too . Cause i did not want them
to know i'm weak!I pretended to be happy everyday,tough eh!
Really tough! For times i thought i did give up and let go already, but
actually not. Everytimes knew he was sad, i felt sad too.
Knew he was happy, of course i felt happy for him too :) .

See, he had change alot , no more Satan things, and slowly quit smoking
too, that's good right! I was so glad to see him change to better.
Hahahaha! I love him lots, but never really cherish?
What so ever luh , there's really lots to write about! But since its a past
no need to post out so much , hahaha!
Cause i had let go already, and be back the real Wang Zhaoya!
The insane one whom you all know! hahahahahaha!Cause of him i learnt
to become stronger,independent. Hahahahaha!
Also not forgetting my girlfriends and brothers. You know i love you all!
Now he is happy-ING with his girl , and i'm happy-ING with my life!
Glad to know you, and i willl only remember the good ones as you told me :D

Byebye D .

Labels: I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you