Date: Monday, December 14, 2009
Time: 11:47 PM
Title: You destoryed the T mountain that i bulit up for you .
Time: 11:47 PM
Title: You destoryed the T mountain that i bulit up for you .
Today was the last spending with girlfriends .
Recently Charles had been coming over
to accompany us . Also met Raphael , Gary and Junhui . It was fucking funny
when Raphael they all came over . Especially Raphael had been disturbed by me
and Edna so badly , that he had to punished S shape and M . Fucking funny luh his actions .
They toned over , morning played basketball with Raphael , Edna and Gary (:
And mom is back today ): . Gan pua sianz luh , walan eh !
Didn't sleep that well last night , cause thought of Dean ): ,
I also don't know what had happened , cause of communications ? Sighs
Morning cleaned up the house with July and left the kitchen for Edna and Jamieto settle .
Afternooon , slept awhile and watched some show again . And Headed down our
usually place to slack and talked , then 11 plus headed home . Suddenly felt so empty ,
kinda not use to it without girlfriends ): . Need to get back when there's mom life ): .
She just came back , and we had a tiff again . I'm already down cause of Dean then now she
kept kpkb , NABEI . Annoying okays . FUCK LUH !
This one month was totally ROCKS !!!!!!!!!!! ^^V
One month we girls been staying together , face a lot of problems . Be it sad or happy , we be
there for each other always . Although met lots of sad things , i still have the girls beside me and support me .
Though sometimes got different thinking , but we do still respect the descision . I was really enjoyed been with
you girls . Ton together , watched movies , find jobs and did stupid things . That was really fun and enjoyable yea .
Relationship did not went really well for we girls ,
D.Tan , L.Chen , Kenrick :x . Hais , but i do believe we can make it through ?
Yea we can man ~ . I guess i really got to get use to it soon without you girls , i mean as in live together .
Really , i was kind of not use to it right , don't have girls talk , no you girls' laughing and
stupid actions . Cannot blast music and dance together , cannot tease each other . And squeezing ourselves
in one queen size bed , though was quite squeezing , it was FUN EH , talk and laughed on the bed . Hahaha !
*sighs ! I say till as if we are not going to meet anymore . Hahahaha !
Never mind , we do still have block 10 and 25 all that , basketball together and so on (: .
Really thanks you girls for been there for been me through out this month (: . LOVES
As i said , i didn't really sleep well , cause of Dean . I didn't want to think it . But it just came to my mind .
I don't know the problem is lying on me or him ? We have communication problem , that's all i know .
I had been trying hard to communicate with you , but still could not make it . The way you reply i did not know
what to reply you . So we didn't text this few days again , and you also heck care . You told to to trust you ,
i did !!! But did you ? YOU DIDN'T like even reply me today , i shouldn't have even started with you at first .
I was too reackless , too stupid . Told myself not to fall to you , but still . Mind cannot control ,
i fell again . Which was a wrong choice again , though i said so what if be with you was a wrong choice .
In the end still very mind . . . very mind about it . Since we became like this there's no point to continue again .
When you book out , you rather went to meet Gabriel they all than me , so what's the point ?
Really , its enough . I really very tired. . . first was Kenrick . Now was you DEAN !
What more could i said ? Stupid ? Dumb ? Navie ? Really its enough , all are just fucking liars _|_ .
FUCK IT ! When i'm faithful why can't just you all be kind to me , and tell me what you're thinking ?
Am i not good enough ? Yea , i admit ! I admit i'm stubborn , wilful ? Cold shoulder ,
But i need time to change right ? Whatever it is . I don' know what to say .
Be friends better than now we are . I pluck up the courage to talk to you Dean !
You destroyed the T mountain i built on you . Never again and believe you guys !
Recently Charles had been coming over
to accompany us . Also met Raphael , Gary and Junhui . It was fucking funny
when Raphael they all came over . Especially Raphael had been disturbed by me
and Edna so badly , that he had to punished S shape and M . Fucking funny luh his actions .
They toned over , morning played basketball with Raphael , Edna and Gary (:
And mom is back today ): . Gan pua sianz luh , walan eh !
Didn't sleep that well last night , cause thought of Dean ): ,
I also don't know what had happened , cause of communications ? Sighs
Morning cleaned up the house with July and left the kitchen for Edna and Jamieto settle .
Afternooon , slept awhile and watched some show again . And Headed down our
usually place to slack and talked , then 11 plus headed home . Suddenly felt so empty ,
kinda not use to it without girlfriends ): . Need to get back when there's mom life ): .
She just came back , and we had a tiff again . I'm already down cause of Dean then now she
kept kpkb , NABEI . Annoying okays . FUCK LUH !
This one month was totally ROCKS !!!!!!!!!!! ^^V
One month we girls been staying together , face a lot of problems . Be it sad or happy , we be
there for each other always . Although met lots of sad things , i still have the girls beside me and support me .
Though sometimes got different thinking , but we do still respect the descision . I was really enjoyed been with
you girls . Ton together , watched movies , find jobs and did stupid things . That was really fun and enjoyable yea .
Relationship did not went really well for we girls ,
D.Tan , L.Chen , Kenrick :x . Hais , but i do believe we can make it through ?
Yea we can man ~ . I guess i really got to get use to it soon without you girls , i mean as in live together .
Really , i was kind of not use to it right , don't have girls talk , no you girls' laughing and
stupid actions . Cannot blast music and dance together , cannot tease each other . And squeezing ourselves
in one queen size bed , though was quite squeezing , it was FUN EH , talk and laughed on the bed . Hahaha !
*sighs ! I say till as if we are not going to meet anymore . Hahahaha !
Never mind , we do still have block 10 and 25 all that , basketball together and so on (: .
Really thanks you girls for been there for been me through out this month (: . LOVES
As i said , i didn't really sleep well , cause of Dean . I didn't want to think it . But it just came to my mind .
I don't know the problem is lying on me or him ? We have communication problem , that's all i know .
I had been trying hard to communicate with you , but still could not make it . The way you reply i did not know
what to reply you . So we didn't text this few days again , and you also heck care . You told to to trust you ,
i did !!! But did you ? YOU DIDN'T like even reply me today , i shouldn't have even started with you at first .
I was too reackless , too stupid . Told myself not to fall to you , but still . Mind cannot control ,
i fell again . Which was a wrong choice again , though i said so what if be with you was a wrong choice .
In the end still very mind . . . very mind about it . Since we became like this there's no point to continue again .
When you book out , you rather went to meet Gabriel they all than me , so what's the point ?
Really , its enough . I really very tired. . . first was Kenrick . Now was you DEAN !
What more could i said ? Stupid ? Dumb ? Navie ? Really its enough , all are just fucking liars _|_ .
FUCK IT ! When i'm faithful why can't just you all be kind to me , and tell me what you're thinking ?
Am i not good enough ? Yea , i admit ! I admit i'm stubborn , wilful ? Cold shoulder ,
But i need time to change right ? Whatever it is . I don' know what to say .
Be friends better than now we are . I pluck up the courage to talk to you Dean !
You destroyed the T mountain i built on you . Never again and believe you guys !
KENRICK : Get well soon and rest well too (:
