Date: Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Time: 11:23 PM
Title: Was that what i want ?
Time: 11:23 PM
Title: Was that what i want ?
Slept quite well (: , hahahaha !
Was awake by Dean's msg , msg-ed with him . Then decided to meet July and Joey
to school buy books . Was damn freaking hot luh on the way walked to her school -.- .
Bought books and headed back Eunos , went to July stair case slacked and chatted too ,
upon July's suggestion , i plucked courage and msg-ed Dean to really talk out and
clarified everything that needed to be said . And please July help me something , please her
times and times , finally she agreed to help me ^^ . Hahahahaha ! YEAH !
Night met girlfriends and play basketball . Played till damn serious , hahahaha ?
But very fun (: . Hahahaha , then rest and plan our Christmas events all that (:
Then home sweet home (: .
I don't know is this what i really want or not . D said he don't know how to say to me .
So i decided i will do the talk instead of him .At first i was hesitating of sending that msg .
But in the end i sent it . At least he won't trouble how to speak to me and i also won't
think here and there , sort of avoiding it ? I know you don't want hurt my feeling , i know . But if you didn't
say how you feel , i would more hurt than ? I would like take it as if you're ' pity ' me ? Aren't you ?
At first i was kind of happy and relief , cause both of us don't need to trouble this anymore , i was really happy
and didn't think anything . But out sudden , i had no idea why my mind is you not him ? Just like suddenly
my mind is full of your name -.- . DUHS ! Aiyo . .
Don't know what i thinking luh , just know that we are friends just like before .
And pretend nothing had happened between us .
Seriously , reckless kills .
Was awake by Dean's msg , msg-ed with him . Then decided to meet July and Joey
to school buy books . Was damn freaking hot luh on the way walked to her school -.- .
Bought books and headed back Eunos , went to July stair case slacked and chatted too ,
upon July's suggestion , i plucked courage and msg-ed Dean to really talk out and
clarified everything that needed to be said . And please July help me something , please her
times and times , finally she agreed to help me ^^ . Hahahahaha ! YEAH !
Night met girlfriends and play basketball . Played till damn serious , hahahaha ?
But very fun (: . Hahahaha , then rest and plan our Christmas events all that (:
Then home sweet home (: .
I don't know is this what i really want or not . D said he don't know how to say to me .
So i decided i will do the talk instead of him .At first i was hesitating of sending that msg .
But in the end i sent it . At least he won't trouble how to speak to me and i also won't
think here and there , sort of avoiding it ? I know you don't want hurt my feeling , i know . But if you didn't
say how you feel , i would more hurt than ? I would like take it as if you're ' pity ' me ? Aren't you ?
At first i was kind of happy and relief , cause both of us don't need to trouble this anymore , i was really happy
and didn't think anything . But out sudden , i had no idea why my mind is you not him ? Just like suddenly
my mind is full of your name -.- . DUHS ! Aiyo . .
Don't know what i thinking luh , just know that we are friends just like before .
And pretend nothing had happened between us .
Seriously , reckless kills .
Labels: Is this what i really want