Date: Thursday, December 17, 2009
Time: 11:30 PM
Title: Take a breathe , i pull myself together .
Time: 11:30 PM
Title: Take a breathe , i pull myself together .
Had dinner with mom , then headed July's house met her earlier (: .
And waited for her to prepare and headed down block 10 to meet Edna , Jamie never come
cause she was too tired and fell asleep -.- . Played basketball with Sisi they . -.-
Didn't really serious cause got small kids , was afraid they tio hit by me :x . After that played
match with some guys , ended up we won . PRO RIGHT ! Hahahahaha ! YEAH !
Was playing till damn serious , but damn fucking fun luh , hohohohoho ! Sent Edna home
and home sweet home (: . Tomorrow my death day ? NAH ! I hope not :X
Just like what July said , think before sent .
I thought it through before i sent , that time i didn't really feel anything .
But now , regrets ? I felt it regrets ? I don't know whether it was regrets or just miss you ?
Don't know luh , was at good mood yesterday after clarified everything with D , but today don't
And waited for her to prepare and headed down block 10 to meet Edna , Jamie never come
cause she was too tired and fell asleep -.- . Played basketball with Sisi they . -.-
Didn't really serious cause got small kids , was afraid they tio hit by me :x . After that played
match with some guys , ended up we won . PRO RIGHT ! Hahahahaha ! YEAH !
Was playing till damn serious , but damn fucking fun luh , hohohohoho ! Sent Edna home
and home sweet home (: . Tomorrow my death day ? NAH ! I hope not :X
Just like what July said , think before sent .
I thought it through before i sent , that time i didn't really feel anything .
But now , regrets ? I felt it regrets ? I don't know whether it was regrets or just miss you ?
Don't know luh , was at good mood yesterday after clarified everything with D , but today don't
know why suddenly mind was full of your name , looked around and thought of you .
Looked at corridor , thought of you . Thought of then was accompanying you smoking and talking . And kept asking why
didn't you joined Gabriel them for the game , thought of you making me laughed and asking me why was so quiet .
And also you , your ownself laughed retarded-ly for no reason at people downstairs .
Thought of you saying don't stand too high later fell down and so on .
Looked at the kitchen , thought of you with your red face after drunk the liquor after been lost to
Edna in 50 50 , you didn't like that liqour's taste -.- . LOLS !
Looked at the living room , thought of you caring towards me , when i was asleep you helped me covered blanket , and you ' annoying ' face kept looking at me , made me cannot sleep -.- .And your cold hand was holding to mine .
In fact , your presence was everywhere around the house , arrghs ! My mind was all you -.- , FUCK LUH !!!!! KNNS -.-
FUCK IT ! _|_
I shouldn't think of it , isn't it ? Dumbass Sep !
SEP ! You cannot think of him , CANNOT ! C.A.N.N.O.T ! Cannot uh !
Guai ! Hahahaha , cannot think ! LOLS ( Gen song-ing ) ZZZZZ . .
Still can laugh !? Damn it luh , self entertaining siol -.- . . .
I was thinking ... ... ...
... ... ...
Looked at corridor , thought of you . Thought of then was accompanying you smoking and talking . And kept asking why
didn't you joined Gabriel them for the game , thought of you making me laughed and asking me why was so quiet .
And also you , your ownself laughed retarded-ly for no reason at people downstairs .
Thought of you saying don't stand too high later fell down and so on .
Looked at the kitchen , thought of you with your red face after drunk the liquor after been lost to
Edna in 50 50 , you didn't like that liqour's taste -.- . LOLS !
Looked at the living room , thought of you caring towards me , when i was asleep you helped me covered blanket , and you ' annoying ' face kept looking at me , made me cannot sleep -.- .And your cold hand was holding to mine .
In fact , your presence was everywhere around the house , arrghs ! My mind was all you -.- , FUCK LUH !!!!! KNNS -.-
FUCK IT ! _|_
I shouldn't think of it , isn't it ? Dumbass Sep !
SEP ! You cannot think of him , CANNOT ! C.A.N.N.O.T ! Cannot uh !
Guai ! Hahahaha , cannot think ! LOLS ( Gen song-ing ) ZZZZZ . .
Still can laugh !? Damn it luh , self entertaining siol -.- . . .
I was thinking ... ... ...
... ... ...
Would i be happier/more hurt/more relief , if you are the one who told me that first ?
But you don't know how to speak to me ): .
But you don't know how to speak to me ): .
Aiyo!!!! SEP UH SEP , stop thinking . POINTLESS man !
You'r strong a girl ! Joey said that so too (: . ( which i believe i'm one also ^^ ) BHB-ing -.-
YEA ! SEP is strong girl , not so easily gets KO after all these .
You'r strong a girl ! Joey said that so too (: . ( which i believe i'm one also ^^ ) BHB-ing -.-
YEA ! SEP is strong girl , not so easily gets KO after all these .
Stay strong and move on !
SEP is doing okay !
Take a breathe and pull myself together ! ^^
I have my girlfriends , even though there's no you !
I deserve to smile , to be happy . And i don't deserve to suffer cause of you & you !
CROSS YOU OUT !
I have my girlfriends , even though there's no you !
I deserve to smile , to be happy . And i don't deserve to suffer cause of you & you !
CROSS YOU OUT !
OUT!
OUT!
D**n & K*****k !
PS: EMO IS NOT SEP's STYLE . ( July agree so ^^ )
PS: EMO IS NOT SEP's STYLE . ( July agree so ^^ )