Date: Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Time: 12:00 AM
Title: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE ! you hand is all i have to keep me hanging on ! <3
Time: 12:00 AM
Title: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE ! you hand is all i have to keep me hanging on ! <3
EUGENEYEO.WEIZHAO! ❤
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
I don't know am i the first one who wish you that .
But seems i really fall for you! Hahaha !
I don't know whether you will see this or not .
But it doesn't important to you anymore , rights?!
because . . . . . . you left !
I don't know what had happened to you , till
need to let it happen like this . D:
I really wish to know . Be it will hurt me or not , or
cause of other girl that's why you like that ?!
i wish you will share with me and tell me th truth.
I don't wish you to lie to me cause i really want to know
and dont want make wild guesses . Since you didn't say ,
its okays . I had no rights to ask any further .
Anyway please cheer up , everything will be fine!
If i can help do tell me , i'll try to help you out!!
CHEER UP yea , it's your birthday man!!!!!!!
Thought of went to fine you after knew you out of house
but i know you won't meet me .
From yesterday you ignore me the whole day , i could
expect something wrong already , LOL!
Hahahaha! You could tell me ealier , im very straight forward .
You can tell me anything . Hahahaha!
But you broke the promises D:, empty pormises! Lies?!LIAR!
Thing I never expected and never know that is
I like/love you more than i know , until you told me need to break.
Seems you did it yea? You made me fall for you till i need to shed tears
when you left . OH WOW! Eugene Yeo had successful made Wang Zhaoya love him 100%!
How dumb?! :x i cry siol . *sighs!WHY?!
Hahaha! But never mind , will be fine asap yea . Hope so!
I really want to know what you said to me is true or not?
You don't have to care about my feelings , i just want to
know the truth only . I rather you said you were playing with me , cause
i scare you're giving false hopes . Really very afraid . I rather
you be curel said we are impossible than made promise with me again!
You promise you will be back soon? How long?!
I don't know this time will you keep your promise or not ,
but i told you'll wait , I WILL WAIT!
Because i realised i fall too deep , till i dont know
And this feeling feel very sucks! Cause you're gone!
I said this is not cause of blaming you , is want you to know
'' you eywz! Had successfully make me fall for you too deep!
till i don't know how to face when you told me you're gone!
You're the second one who had hurt me . But it's okays ~ (: ''
It pain anyway , feel sucky . Kana KO! -.-
So after all Wang Zhaoya still not really strong enough!
I thought i did become stronger after Donovan's thing , but
not eh? Even weaker? Awww ~ ~ Fuck luh!knns! -.-
Became weaker , easier to cry . Second time cried cause of boy !
Forget Donovan cause of yu appear in front of me , Donovan was forgot!
Then now?! Eugene.Yeoweizhao is the one who keeps spinning around in my mind
who makes me cry , who makes me know how much i was hurt again !
I shouldn't have accpted you , if not now we are still friends like last time ,
i regretted accepted you , regretted trust you again .
But i always think better have than none .
Only good things will be keep in my mind !
I appreciated the times we been together , i was happy to
been with you , you made me laugh all the time ,
always sang in the phone , always share what you did everyday .
Always accompained msg while i sianz , it was wonderful ,
but things don't go the way i want .
Everytime when i want to last , it just don't let me last !
Donovan was an example , then now is you . Eugene.Yeo !
Am i not good enough? Am i not pretty enough? Or what?!
DDDD:
Thought can meet up but seems cannot already.
I bought your birthday present , seems cannot give it to you ?
I will keep the present till you're back? Or meet you up again
when you're free ? I don't know if i request to meet you to
give you present , will you agree ?!
Hope what you said is true .
I'll wait , meanwhile plsease don't ignore me .
And treat me as your friend , don't avoid me .
Lastly must cheer up and smiles yea . And remember don't smoke
too much in a day . Cause you're always coughing .
Hahahaha! Seems like i need to adapt to the days when you're
not around again D: . Gonna miss you many many ! Will you even care?!
ILOVEYOU!<3
LOVES&MISSES